life lessons these days 2...
the idea of joining the international conferrence in malaysia brought to light many things that i need to set straight in my life and my own spiritual journey as a believer.
for years, i have been doing many things that quite contradicts what my spiritual and moral stand in my life is. some stuff i did bend because it's more susceptible to my own carnal cravings. unfortunately, every thing we do have consequences and in the end, leads to regret and sin.
with this regard, i decided not to push through with the conferrence and make a head start again and re-examine where i am. the road i am taking seems the odd road i was suppose not to go thrugh. stubborness and sin kept me hanging for awhile, but the Lord is like doing something to make me see the light of the things i am making, and the consequences of having done such act.
for the next few months, i will re-allign my lifestyle and mindset to the purposes and plans of the Lord for me. i will rebuild all the walls that has been broken and accept grace and strength to live by. i know that this process is hard and would take time...but i will do it.
"father, the past has been so marred with sin and shame i am not able to tell them even to people. i pray, that your grace will allow me to open up and ask for help. i pray that your grace and love will cover me. let my frailties be the opportunity for your power and strength to be applied in my life. let everything i do, change everything of the past for good. may your grace and love for me take me to the resting place where i can be who i am...as i am....amen."
for years, i have been doing many things that quite contradicts what my spiritual and moral stand in my life is. some stuff i did bend because it's more susceptible to my own carnal cravings. unfortunately, every thing we do have consequences and in the end, leads to regret and sin.
with this regard, i decided not to push through with the conferrence and make a head start again and re-examine where i am. the road i am taking seems the odd road i was suppose not to go thrugh. stubborness and sin kept me hanging for awhile, but the Lord is like doing something to make me see the light of the things i am making, and the consequences of having done such act.
for the next few months, i will re-allign my lifestyle and mindset to the purposes and plans of the Lord for me. i will rebuild all the walls that has been broken and accept grace and strength to live by. i know that this process is hard and would take time...but i will do it.
"father, the past has been so marred with sin and shame i am not able to tell them even to people. i pray, that your grace will allow me to open up and ask for help. i pray that your grace and love will cover me. let my frailties be the opportunity for your power and strength to be applied in my life. let everything i do, change everything of the past for good. may your grace and love for me take me to the resting place where i can be who i am...as i am....amen."
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