life is a gamble not a bet!
it has been quite an interesting month for me, filled with work,leisure,fun and learning. but with many other experience, it takes alot of things to push through and pull of anything these time around.
it's like,seeing something that you wished to do and yet, it's from a distant,unable to be touched or examined as either true or false. it's like those dreams you always have that has all the excitements less the reality of the flesh and blood. (i'm too paranoid i guess.)
in a lighter note, i am going for a week long camp again, and i was reminded a few days back that provision is available to those who are destined to be there. though,i am raising my own funds, i still believe the Lord will work his way in the timing and purpose he has set my heart.
i am seeing myself torn between seeing my destiny being fulfilled and fate pushing it's luck for work. as usual, people are saying that i need to work, where as in my heart, i really want it another way. i cant tell this to them immediately for it seems unrespectful and in a way,loss to the touch of the real world so they say.
how i wish that life can get more easier and exciting as often as before. but i can never choose what may come,i can only choose which path to take when these things will come. life is not a bet, but i think it's a gamble. (***not really a good thought!)
till here, if anyone does read this blog--> please pray for me!
it's like,seeing something that you wished to do and yet, it's from a distant,unable to be touched or examined as either true or false. it's like those dreams you always have that has all the excitements less the reality of the flesh and blood. (i'm too paranoid i guess.)
in a lighter note, i am going for a week long camp again, and i was reminded a few days back that provision is available to those who are destined to be there. though,i am raising my own funds, i still believe the Lord will work his way in the timing and purpose he has set my heart.
i am seeing myself torn between seeing my destiny being fulfilled and fate pushing it's luck for work. as usual, people are saying that i need to work, where as in my heart, i really want it another way. i cant tell this to them immediately for it seems unrespectful and in a way,loss to the touch of the real world so they say.
how i wish that life can get more easier and exciting as often as before. but i can never choose what may come,i can only choose which path to take when these things will come. life is not a bet, but i think it's a gamble. (***not really a good thought!)
till here, if anyone does read this blog--> please pray for me!
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