issues and decisions.
i am in the stage of discovering clearly what the LORD is asking me to do...with an addition of struggles and weaknesses, i am not able to determine where he is leading me to.
i have sense that i will be making one of the biggest decisions of my life and i am puzzled what is in store. i believe that GOD is a spirit of peace and understanding and of organasitation so i am being still and see what GOD is showing me.
in my heart, i am sensing that GOD is trying to show me to let go of certain areas of dreams and desires in life. especially in the area of education. i have been praying for awhile to go back to college and yet the LORD seems not in storing for me the chance to go back. although i am focused on going back to school this semester, i am more disturbed with this decision and i am quite afraid that i would be called to full time ministry.
i remember two sundays ago that the LORD reminded me that i am way overdue with my covenant with him. i was not ready to hear those words but it proved to be correct and accurate. last year was the LORD's confirmation for me to go and yet, still am here in the Philippines. another thing is that the country the LORD has set before me was indeed, thailand.
i am more into seeking his words and looking for loopholes to go to in case he is trying to make me come into full bloom in ministry.
i am excited on seeing GOD works this time but im all the more fearsome on what is in store. i am losing confidence again i guess...but whatever it takes, i believe before the year ends i'll be seeing myself in another level of ministry.
there are still alot of things in my mind too...especially i am trying to make a draft for a book for leadership that would help young people and student find the courage and the confidence to influence others either in school or in the church.
i am excited and hopefully not burned out. ;)
bye for now.
i have sense that i will be making one of the biggest decisions of my life and i am puzzled what is in store. i believe that GOD is a spirit of peace and understanding and of organasitation so i am being still and see what GOD is showing me.
in my heart, i am sensing that GOD is trying to show me to let go of certain areas of dreams and desires in life. especially in the area of education. i have been praying for awhile to go back to college and yet the LORD seems not in storing for me the chance to go back. although i am focused on going back to school this semester, i am more disturbed with this decision and i am quite afraid that i would be called to full time ministry.
i remember two sundays ago that the LORD reminded me that i am way overdue with my covenant with him. i was not ready to hear those words but it proved to be correct and accurate. last year was the LORD's confirmation for me to go and yet, still am here in the Philippines. another thing is that the country the LORD has set before me was indeed, thailand.
i am more into seeking his words and looking for loopholes to go to in case he is trying to make me come into full bloom in ministry.
i am excited on seeing GOD works this time but im all the more fearsome on what is in store. i am losing confidence again i guess...but whatever it takes, i believe before the year ends i'll be seeing myself in another level of ministry.
there are still alot of things in my mind too...especially i am trying to make a draft for a book for leadership that would help young people and student find the courage and the confidence to influence others either in school or in the church.
i am excited and hopefully not burned out. ;)
bye for now.
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