life.
we never know when we loose someone for something. that is one thing in life that we can never change. we either lose them for free or for a price but nonetheless, it creates an impact to our very soul.
i did lose many things in life- not just things, friends or even opportunities, it's more than that. i have lost my own identity.
in a world where you can be who you can be... you can never expect everyone to accept you no matter how good or even bad you are...chances are, they would just blink at you and then they're all gone...as if a fog in the midnight moon.
much more, people expect you to become what their minds tell them about you. they at most times, judge by what they see and perceive in you and not by what you tell them or share to them...for them, their minds are closed from what you can say.
it's not resentment or by remorse that i share this things...i just want to speak my mind and in a way release anything that caused pain and bitterness for days now...at least, that's what i expect them to be.
but life indeed must go on... we meet people and they meet us, they might even leave a mark in the pathway we call life, but they might be a stranger lost in their own ways and accidentally bumped in to us...who knows, they did just that. and from this day on, i walk again in life, full of questions in my mind but not with doubt or even pain anymore. i live in the path where i am who i am, no matter what people says...or what people thinks...i am created to become like this- i can change my future, but i can never change my past...i can choose from the crossroads but i can never resolve the wrong paths i made. well, that's life and you have one life to live it. bye. ;)
i did lose many things in life- not just things, friends or even opportunities, it's more than that. i have lost my own identity.
in a world where you can be who you can be... you can never expect everyone to accept you no matter how good or even bad you are...chances are, they would just blink at you and then they're all gone...as if a fog in the midnight moon.
much more, people expect you to become what their minds tell them about you. they at most times, judge by what they see and perceive in you and not by what you tell them or share to them...for them, their minds are closed from what you can say.
it's not resentment or by remorse that i share this things...i just want to speak my mind and in a way release anything that caused pain and bitterness for days now...at least, that's what i expect them to be.
but life indeed must go on... we meet people and they meet us, they might even leave a mark in the pathway we call life, but they might be a stranger lost in their own ways and accidentally bumped in to us...who knows, they did just that. and from this day on, i walk again in life, full of questions in my mind but not with doubt or even pain anymore. i live in the path where i am who i am, no matter what people says...or what people thinks...i am created to become like this- i can change my future, but i can never change my past...i can choose from the crossroads but i can never resolve the wrong paths i made. well, that's life and you have one life to live it. bye. ;)
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