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road to the wilderness

the basics of life is finding our destiny, our purpose in this road called life. when we find the purposes of God in our lives only can we come into full bloom of the destiny he has set before us. such a profound truth and yet, in the eyes that pursues their destinies- it's just a matter of mind setting.

so, what is our purpose? what is the destiny we are called to do? what do we desire to do? those are just a few questions that are on my mind right now. and alot more when i come into the peak of my journey.

i believe i am in the road to the wilderness right now. this road takes me to ponder more, ask more and take more from the Lord. it's hard to take this road but i must in order for me to come into the fullness of my destiny. i have been quite agitated lately, i've been depressed and shaken that i have lose eyes to the vision the Lord gave me months ago. this road has taken my eyes away from that place called destiny. but i thank the Lord that he has hold my hand fast and guides me to that certain place i long so desire. it's the test of trusting, if i may describe this road.

i have lost trust in the Lord along the way of seeking my heart- my truest desire. i have forsaken to see that all dreams fade and ceases, but God never will. i have lost interest for awhile because i was dwelling on the circumstances i am in. the wilderness that i am walking engulfed the very heart that springs forth life in the shadows of time...this heart is Jesus.

but along that road, i met people that helped me see that the road, if seen like the eyes of an eagle is destined for that place i so long desire. the wilderness is a road i must take to get into the paradise of God's fullness in my life, and in the full bloom of his purpose and plan, i must take this road.

i am still at the first leg of the journey and i have learned the lesson of trusting. i am not certain what other things lies ahead, but one thing i am putting in my mind- i am destined for something bigger than me, my own desires and my own circumstance. the road has been taken to develope trust and confidence to my creator. it has been mapped inside my heart to come into full bloom of God's eternal promise and destiny for me.

and i am more grateful to take this road- it's a season to grow and learn, not dwell and die...and i am confident, that God will continue to be with me along this journey. and because of that he is forever to be praised and adored. amen.

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